So its been a bit quiet round here, as of late, hasn’t it? Saying I’ve been poorly feels like a massive cop-out but it’s the truth; for what feels like forever I’ve been doing a pretty good impression of a zombie (and not the drink).
You’ll notice the blog has been pretty quite for about the last two months and if I’m honest, that’s probably when everything started to go from being a bit “oh I must be a bit run down” to no, I’m really not very well. Without boring everyone it was sort of a pattern of going to work, coming home and bargaining with myself how long I had to stay awake for, then going to sleep for ten or more hours (as opposed to my usual seven) and waking up not feeling rested at all. And even when I was awake I felt pretty brain dead most of the time.
I pretty much had to cancel nearly everything in my diary, go into early hibernation and become a social recluse. It was pretty miserable, and at times it felt like a rip-off version of iZombie where I had to pretend to be a functional member of society rather than a member of the undead, but thankfully no brain eating (or brain-eating superpowers). I did have lambs liver for dinner a few times in case it was a low iron problem, but that’s more Hannibal Lecter than anything.
Blood tests show I’m probably more vampire than zombie because I’m now taking vitamin D tablets – although turns out most of the UK probably should be. On a plus side, I never get bored of being told I don’t have diabetes, but I’m not really sure what the hell was wrong with me.
So why am I telling you this? Several reasons really, but I suppose the main thing was I felt I owed an explanation to the readers of the blog, and to the people waiting on stuff on here. I kept hoping that it was just a bug and whilst I was focusing on just getting through the things I absolutely needed to do day-to-day, in hindsight I should’ve called in sick on this blog weeks ago.
It’s been a few days now since I stopped feeling like an extra from a George Romero movie. I’m not completely better and I know I’ve totally overdone it by staying out past 9pm a few nights this week. But I think I’m doing a better impression of being a functioning human (lets face it, I was never that good when I was well) and I’m hoping to get back to blogging. I’ve built up a massive backlog thanks to the technological problems I had before, and the enforced hiatus. I’m going to try and clear those, so hopefully there will be lots of posts in the next few weeks, but I’m also mindful I’m still not 100% and I don’t want to go backwards.